painted sky

umiral nanaman ang pagka-fickle-minded ko...

just in case you don't see me posting here, nandon ako sa kabila. wag nyo ring kakalimutan ang eighteensweb.com heehee

thanks!

wish ko lang, maging masaya naman sana ako ng 1 week. wish ko lang talaga. kanina lang ang saya ko eh tapos ganon pala kadali mawala. sana hindi na ako sumaya diba? ano baaaaa?!

napapagod na ako ng ganito. kanina masaya, ngayon malungkot. kanina friendly, ngayon mailap. kanina totoo, ngayon mapagkunwari. kanina masipag, ngayon tamad.

malamang nito i-iiyak ko na lang ulit to, mabuti na rin siguro yon nang gumaan naman ang loob ko. haaay....

I have this short chat conversation with my Mom...I had to cut it short coz you know (or at least Amleht and Eric know) how our relationship is. BTW, whatever we're talking about, I'll keep a secret...if you're really smart, you'll know it anyway :P

Mom: mahal pala yung nasa internet,yung ginagawa ko pang 100 pesos lang yun hehehe,yung nasa internet eh mga mahal na crystals and stones ang ginagamit gaya ng pinakita mo
Chamie: yes, mahal nga po, usually imported pa sa ibang bansa dahil wala dito yung materials...kaya nga magbenta tayo, kikita pa tayo hehehe
Mom: may na send si papa na galing dun sa magazine yung sinabi ko sa yo kagabi, ang dami dun, mauubos budget ko hehehe Di ko na nga alam yung pipiliin na gagawin ko eh hehehe
Chamie: tulungan po kita sa paggawa at pag-bili materials pero...ibebenta ko hehehehehehe
Mom: ay wag na kaya, ibang business na lang hehehe sakit na kamay ko, yung ibang business na may tauhan na gagawa para sa atin, malay mo magkaroon din tayo o di ba hehehe.....okaya ipon lang muna kayo ni erik para masaya hehehe
Mom: enjoy lang tayo magsuot ng iba iba ,....at least gawa natin...

How will I save money if i don't get enough money from my work? The answer of course is logical, run a business! I also have this one question. Why does she worry about money? Mag-ipon daw. Come on, kaya nga magbi-bisness dahil ang mababawi mo yung investment mo dibaaaa? 'Course I appreciate that we do these for ourselves, yung masasabi mo "gawa ko yan!" but then that's not the point...

Also, isn't it that most businesses usually start without any help from others? Kaya nga panay ang ulit ko "tutulungan kita" to save ourselves from paying people to do my proposed business with her.

Now for that last part she got on my nerves, which explains why our chat conversation is short. I really hate it when she tells me what to do, well in fact I'm the one here who knows what she should do after all the effort she's doing with whatever-that-is-that-i'm-still-not-saying.

Kung ayaw nya, edi wag...ako na lang. I'm just too damn lazy to buy materials, let alone go to Quiapo without getting mobbed.

well if it really is just PMS, it'll just be grand. coz if it isn't, i think i should start panicking.

see, i have a very emo day yesterday, as you might have read on my previous post. i am unusually quiet the whole day yesterday. i gave out fake smiles and did not talked to anyone, well, i'm physically present when we smoked our lungs out. and the best part? i'm on the verge of tears on my way home, i actually cannot recall how many times a swallowed my sadness. if there are no passengers, i swear i'll be bawling my soul out.

i am not my usual self in the past few days. i am not the usual fickle-minded person that i know. as in exag ang pagbaba-bago ng isip ko atsaka pabago-bago ang emotions ko. i can't work my ass off on my public blog, i can't even finish a theme for God's sakes (i already have like 5 or 6 unfinished themes goddamit). i just hope my attitude now won't affect my work.

what's wrong ba? sana di kayong magsawang pakinggan ito, but i really-really miss eric.

there are still a lot to say, but i'll keep that for next time. sana PMS lang ito...

nalulungkot nanaman ako sa hindi ko malaman kung anong dahilan...tapos...bang! bigla kong naisip baka PMS lang ito...

someone get me happy pills please?

pina-check ko sa derma yung legs ko.

2 months na kasing merong magaspang ang balat ko, meron pang maliliit na pantal, at kung nangangati sobrang ang kati, nakakagigil! dati maliit lang tapos ngayon dumadami, thank God medyo nagsu-subside na pero mabuti nang ipa-check ko.

nagwoworry kasi ako, legs ko na nga lang ang matinong part ng katawan ko, masisira pa.

ang sabi ng derma, meron akong allergy...whew...kala ko naman kung ano na ang sakit ko. bawal daw akong kumain nang:

seafood
chicken
eggs
chocolate
peanuts
pineapple

susko...wala na akong kakainin LOL tapos nagprescribe sya ng 4 medications, yung pang-4th eh last resort ko kung hindi tumalab yung 3. bale, isa lang ang binili ko don sa sinabi nya, which is yung anti-bacterial soap...pano naman, ANG MAHAL nung dalawang lotion na sinabi nya!!! sana tumalab sa soap.

I already did this before, but coz I have a new private blog and coz Nix tagged me, I'm going to do it one more time and revise/add a few more :)

Simply list down nine weird things about yourself and tag nine others.
1.) The first (or second) thing I’m going to check in a mirror is my ass. Sarah said this on her blog, and I realized I’m just like her LOL:

Sometimes I feel like I am missing my butt. That it doesn’t exist. That it’s so flat back there. And when I get too paranoid, I go and check in mirror to see if it’s still there… that my butt didn’t run away. Gah, I’m insane!!

2.) I am moody. I am emotional. Don’t be surprised if I snap on you when the time comes.

3.) I am fickle-minded. That's not weird at all ain't it? Well how would you react if I tell you that when I've decided I wanted to do something and the last thing you know is that I change my mind in about 3 seconds?

4.) Just recently, I realized that I do not like walking on "unstable-grounds" e.g. manholes, or when you're in Robinson's Galleria, I never walk on glass-lined floors.

5.) As a "rooster" and a "virgo", the Chinese says that a person like me is down-to-earth, meaning: I like to use my senses to everything...I think it's true especially coz I have a strong sense of smell.
5.1) I like the smell of new things...freshly picked flowers, a recently purchased book, the smell of new gadgets, new clothes, new shoe boxes...aaahhhh...
5.2) I can tell when something (maybe a rented table for a debut for example) was infested with cockroaches. That's also a sign how much I hate them and I would smell everything just to make sure I'm not going to be near them.

6.) Speaking of cockroaches, ever know someone who tries to kill one just by screaming at them? Well, then, let me introduce myself to you :P

7.) I give second-looks to cars/vehicles rather than to guys/men.

8.) I am O.C. (obsessive-compulsive). Well, not really.

A person who shows signs of infatuation or fixation with a subject/object, or displays traits such as perfectionism, does not necessarily have OCD, a specific and well-defined condition.

8.a.) I like my fork and spoon to have the same form/design.
8.b.) I like my earphones placed on the right ear. One labeled “LEFT” should be on my left ear; the same is true with the other ear-piece.
8.c.) I wear my clothes with same colors. If my shirt has color white and blue on it, I’d use my blue hand bag and my white wedges. If my shoes/sandals are color pink, I’d wear a pink belt as well. Even at home my panty, shorts and tshirt should follow the same color scheme. There you go! Surprise surprise!

9.) I saved the best for last...the weirdest thing about me. Unlike any other human being, I do not wear deodorant. Well, atleast I know one who also don't wear deodorant: Matthew McConaughey. Oprah had him as her guest I guess a year ago when Matthew was still good-looking and was still the World’s Sexiest Man Alive; that's when I learned he don't wear deo.

There you go! Uh-oh...I think I over-did this a bit and didn't followed the instructions hehehe

Now, I do not want to tag anybody coz only a handful of people know this blog hehe Well, if you want to do the same entry, then go ahead ;)

i just want to report that i have (for the 3rd time) got a fresh copy of Kzone Nov2006 issue yehey! importanto sa akin dahil: basahin mo to...

akalain nyong sa dinami-dami ng nakatambak na magazines sa table ko nitong week (seventeen, witch atsaka kzone) yung kzone pa ang nawala/ninakaw...nakakatuwa ring isipin na mas-interesado yung kumuha sa kid-magazine kaysa sa fashion/college mag, but still, nakaw pa rin yon! bad! siguro kasi nandon ako kaya nya kinuha? wakekeke :D

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eksena kanina dito sa opis.

boss: chamie, ano idedesign mo na diba?
ako: *naguguluhan* ano itong pinaguusapan natin?
publisher: huh? bakit aalis ka na?! *laki mata-sa akin*
ako: *lalong naguluhan* teka, ano po yung idedesign ko? may idedesign ba ako? *kinakabahang tumawa*
boss: yung total girl website, pero diba...?

naalala ko na...lilipat pala kasi ako ng account...

publisher: no way! chamie!!!
ako: ahihi! si (insert name of boss) kasi eh!
boss: *laki mata-sa akin* hahaha! *tingin sa publisher* ala tayong magagawa, priority account kasi. don ka magreklamo sa higher power.
publisher: *laki lalo mata* chamie!!! *tapos humina boses* magaling ka kasi eh.
ako: *kinilabutan*